10/22/2025, im SO TIRED and DOING BAD
this is basically just a rant blog because i have too may problems... but anyway it's week eight or nine of collage and i am Loosing It. time keeps going FORWARD. WAY TOO FAST and i feel like I am being dragged along most of the time. sometimes i get up and go with it and then i take a break from running and suddenly i am getting dragged around again! gosh!! I forgot to send an email for two weeks. by 'i forgot' i mean that I kept rememebring but I would not have the nesicary information to send the email, so I would be like Okay i'll do it when i get home and by the time I get home I have forgotten. It's Annoying.
I think i have to start trying to get an adhd disgnosis I think meds would be immensly helpful at this point. how do i do that i have no idea. i have never been to a Psychologist with the aim to diagnose i only had a therepist for a couple months and then told me mom i was Cured Of All Ailments so i stopped going. does anyone know how to do this ?? my family didn't go to the doctor very regularly i have no idea how to even find a doctor. it wold cost money i think. gosh dang.
anyway i have an on-campus job that pays me NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! so im tyring to get another job that will pay me Money. because i want aparment.